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Monday, January 17, 2005

You're getting damn good at it. Now i'm non-existent yea? Liang Tai, good for u!!! Keep it up... soon my heart will bleed so much it will die. Then, u won't have to worry yea? You won't need to worry about the fact that u cannot commit. You can just have your ideal back-up gf... She will be there only WHEN U WANT HER TO BE.
Seriously, i think you've lost a friend, you've totally lost my trust and love. Liang Tai, forget it, don't bother giving me excuses. I don't even care if it's cos u're busy or cos of something else... It doesn't even matter if u've only gotten 3 hours of sleep these past few days. It's YOUR problem, not mine. I'm hurt and that's that. That's all that matters to me. Those excuses that u will form in your mind to pacify me will not work. I simply can't make myself believe them anymore. It will be very hard for me to trust you anymore, almost impossible. It will be difficult for me to believe that u still care and that i still matter to u. What you've been doing these few days is more than enough to kill whatever relationship we shared. A bgr or a friendship or simply a relationship between a fling and his toy? Well, doesn't really matter anymore does it? Why bother to define it when it's already half dead... Soon enough, it will die. Then, u'll just be a hi-bye friend to me. That's what u want isn't it?
Well, soon enough u'll b getting EXACTLY what u want, happy? Wanna accelerate that process? Keep ignoring me then. You don't have to put in more effort. What you've done is enough. Good enough.
Thanks for killing my heart. I APPRECIATE that.

YYY